Been Away for Awhile….

So, thought I would check in for a moment….been going through some things and wasn’t sure this was the forum for my thoughts.  I know all those cliche’s life goes on and all….it’s just tough sometimes but I know everyone is aware of that so no late breaking story on that front.  Sitting at work right now and needed to just pass along a song that hit home for today.

Hope to get to the beach soon, or up for air, or just to feel normal again.  Not sure how right now to get to that point but I do know that I am strong and I am capable and I will MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!!

Sunday Homework Stretch

So, this rainy Sunday in November once again affords me the opportunity to get as much homework as possible accomplished.  Globalization, effect on democracy, drafting a press release for the National Association of Trauma Specialists and the under staffed level of emergency room specialists staff in the entire state of Tennessee, creating a blog regarding my career, along with two exams.  Unlike this blog, one that allows me to express my feelings, share some hidden secrets still not unveiled and among other things VENT!!!  My new blog will be all professional and one needed to add to my resume for career searches in my field of study for when I truly can reside at the beach and spend my evenings lounging by the sea with my toes dangling in the water.  Living the dream is getting closer and closer to my grasp and I refuse to allow anyone to get in my way and slow down this process.  I will through my newly obtained techniques in Pilates and Yoga return to the basics.  Much like some of my more challenging experiences in my life each day brings a new set of obstacles and how we overcome these obstacles is what makes us who we are.

To my new found inner peace that I refuse to let anyone or anything steal from me, as I continue to grow and improve may my positive attitude be a reflection to others that positively impacts them as well.  (Once in a while I have a melt down, trying to limit those to private times with no witnesses but thank you to those who help peel me off the ceiling lately).

Until we meet on a warm, sunny, always inviting beach some day…….this surfer girl, beach bum is sending positive thoughts to you for a calmer, peaceful life of never ending perfect waves to surf on!

Monday in Memphis

What an evening, cold yes it is 29 degrees currently.  Moving some pieces of furniture dealing with the elements was not what I had on the agenda when I woke up this morning.  The behavior of individuals is quite unpredictable at times, just never underestimate the person you are dealing with or else you could be taken off guard.  I would like to say that my past experiences have prepared me quite well for unsavory individuals, and while that may not sound so appetizing to some, it has made me the person that I am today and for that I am grateful.

So the situation tonight could have gone many different ways and while I won’t go into the gory details I did want to leave you with this parting thought…..

Safe and sound at home dreaming of my beach fantasy and the warm days ahead!